Sunday, February 05, 2006

Staying Sober

Well, I know my web adress for my blog is http://acadiaalchie.blogspot.com, but since Friday night, that should change. I am not going to into much detail about it because I only know what happened from what others told me. Yes, the whole night was a black-out for me and all I remember is being here right after picking up Tiffany, Annie, and Shannon from the Nursing Mixer and waking up the next morning. Anything in the middle is a total mind block. I just finished readying Steph's blog (one of Tiffany's best friends) and she thought it was her fault, but Steph, that's not true at all. If it wasn't for you, who knows what I would of done.

For those who saw me that night, all I can say, it wasn't me and I am so sorry. I like to believe that I am that guy with that huge heart, that my close friends told me I had. I have been that drunk before, but never had someone like Tiffany next to me to make me realise there is more than life to waste it away with a drink. So Saturday morning, I poured out the rum and decided that I am going sober for a long while yet. I love her more than life and she stuck with me the whole weekend to show me that she loved me back. I just finished readying Tiffany's most recent blog as well, and she made a comment about her not deserving me, but I honestly think it is the other way around, but glad we're still together. I am one LUCKY Scruffy!!!!! However, she knew it wasn't me and there was too many great memories to give up over one mistake.

So to cut this short, I just wanted to say, for those friends of mine who reads this blog, if you have a significant other who you love, treat her/him as gold because one day they might not be around. I went through my first 20 years without a sip of alcohol and it all started because of a girl, now it is going to end because of one, hehehe... But, trust me, it was the easiest decision I ever made.

Thanks to Tammy, Ang, Steph, Shannon, and ofcourse Tiffany for showing me the way.

Peace Out, Corey